❋ PSILOCYBIN RETREAT FOR BURNOUT | NETHERLANDS

The weight you've been carrying can be put down.

For people who are exhausted in a way a holiday doesn't touch. Legal psilocybin retreats near Amsterdam. Intimate, grounded, and rooted in self-discovery.

For the ones who have tried the usual things

About the Retreat Programme

Most people who come here have already tried the typical interventions. Therapy, time off, exercise, sleep. Those things help, up to a point. What people find here is a chance to put the weight down entirely for a few days, and look honestly at what's underneath it, from a place of real stillness.

This is a private, individual programme. I work with you one-to-one, and I'm present throughout your journey— not just on the day of the ceremony, but in the weeks and months before and after. Psilocybin is one part of a larger journey: the set and preparation beforehand, the setting during your ceremony, and the integration that follows are all a part of what makes the work lasting.

Nigel Pedlingham, MAGUEY Founder & Lead Facilitator

The Arc of the Work

Before, during, and after

What we offer isn’t a ceremony with some extras around it. We provide a full arc of support, where the preparation, psilocybin ceremony, and integration together shape your journey of personal growth and healing.

1. The Conversation

Before You Decide

A free discovery call to make sure this is the right choice for you.

2. Preparation

The Set

Personalised guidance provided to build the foundations of self-discovery, followed by careful preparation, intention-setting, and mindful practice before the psilocybin ceremony.

3. The Ceremony

The Setting

One psilocybin truffle ceremony, fully legal under Dutch law. I’ll be with you throughout, ensuring your safety and helping you fully lean into the experience

4. Integration

Continuing the Journey

Integration support, a written guide and exercises, and personal follow-up sessions with Nigel. Ongoing support continues remotely, where we help you bring what emerged back into your daily life.

Reflections from past participants

❋ From People Running on Empty

“There’s a lot of room and attention for questions, experiences and talking when working with Nigel, and that makes such a personal journey very comfortable. For me that’s very important because this way you feel very safe and relaxed. And in the end that’s the best headspace to be in when you undertake something like this.”

— Pieter, Amsterdam

“I want to thank you for the beautiful journey you organised and coached. The healing experience was a wonderful one and gave me very special insights in my life, insights that made me connect things of the past that I had never connected before…I am now two months later and the experience stays with me as if it were a beautifully wrapped gift box that I can open every now and then to look into and feel connected.”

— Paul, Antwerp

“This has been one of the nicest experiences I ever had. Also one with big impact on my life. Your help and guidance on this journey where so valuable. I hope that the changes I made will stay with me forever. Thanks and hope to see you again for another ceremony programme.”

— Richard, Weesp

The person holding the space

About Nigel · Founder & Lead Facilitator

As the founder and lead facilitator at MAGUEY, Nigel is an experienced, trauma-informed psychedelic guide and integration coach, supporting people to reconnect with their inner truth and navigate life’s deeper currents. Nigel believe that personal healing not only nourishes the individual, but ripples outward to support collective wellbeing and transformation.

He trains and works within the Guild of Guides, a community of practitioners committed to ethical facilitation, ongoing development, and accountability in psychedelic work. Additionally, he is a guide with the psychedelic collective Nectara and also supports other plant medicine retreat centres in the Netherlands and around the world with facilitation and integration services.

Each participant speaks with Nigel directly throughout, from the first call to the last integration session.

In the press

It was my pleasure to guide Pravina Rudra, a journalist from the New Statesman, through one of our psychedelic programmes. Her full, written account is available online.

“Two months later, I feel a little like Scrooge in A Christmas Carol: I experienced the terror of being visited by the ghosts of my past, present and future – then woke up with a second chance at life.”

— Pravina Rudra, New Statesman

Things People Usually Ask

FAQs

You’ve been carrying this long enough.

The first step is a free 30-minute call with Nigel. No obligation or cost, just a chance to talk about where you are and whether this is right for you.

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